Thursday, October 16, 2008

at the touch of love.....

AT THE TOUCH OF LOVE, EVERYONE BECOME A POET… Hmm…don’t
you think so? Everyone around me sounds like PLATO.. Well, you know that they can come out with a romantic poem even I know some of them is not really good in writing a poem. Even me also not good in it..hehe**wink.. But the verse really speaks for it self.
Well, let’s take it from my scenario. I have to admit that I am a little bit tough (not in physical) I can really be a cold hearted person (not to old people).But if that old people really makes me pissed off (everything can come out from my mouth) ISHK!! Really bad kan? But when come to young people, huh!! Trust me.. If I don’t like that particular person, when she/he walks pass me, I will pretend that I don’t see her/him AT ALL. Even I don’t want to be in the same place with her/him. Really irritated me. I don’t know, every time I see this lady/guy, my tiny heart will says ‘GO TO H#&& LA YOU!!!’ Even I can imagine that I smack her/his face with my bare hand!!! WOW, trust me, it feel really good when I can do that in reality.. WHY YOU CAN BE SO HEARTLESS HA, GENE?? I don’t know? Sometimes me myself also can’t figure out why I can be so heartless.. hmm..
But if JIWANG SYNDROM suddenly come…haa.. that time you can see me act so differently.. I will write a poem (jiwang?? AYO!!!) Listen to my love songs collection (huh!!). OR EVEN WORST, I will blow a kiss to my colleague (NOT TO LEWIS, HA MIEOW!!) oh my gosh!! As I said before, the verse really speaks for it self.. heh!!**wink..

Sunday, October 12, 2008

without you...

try to download a song from a group called HINDER..song title LIPS OF AN ANGEL..instead of download that song, i found other song..from the same group..WITHOUT YOU.. this is wat i feel lately..so relief and light after letting go of something that really burden me

Hinder – Without You

I just wanna be alone tonight
I just wanna take a little breather
Cause lately all we do is fight
And every time it cuts me deeper

Cause something’s changed
You’ve been acting so strange
And its taking its toll on me
Its safe to say that i'm ready to let you leave

without you, I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, I’m seein myself so differently
I didn’t wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought id say
I’m fine
Without you

Called you up cause’ it’s been long enough
And you said that you were so much better
We have done a lot of growing up
We were never meant to be together

Cause something changed, you were acting so strange
And it’s taken its toll on me
It’s safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave

Without you, I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, I’m seein myself so differently
I didn’t wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought id say
I’m fine
Without you

Cause something changed, you were acting so strange
And it’s taken its toll on me
It’s safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave

Without you, I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, I’m seein myself so differently
I didn’t wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought id say
I’m fine,
Without you
Without you
Without you
Without you
I just wanna be alone tonight,
I just wanna take a little breather...

->learn how to let go of something that hold you down..you will see you self so different...trust me..it's works...;p

what a S#&%!!!!!

can't believe what i saw this afternoon..felt want to poke my heart with the fork at the staff canteen..it's our service points...really DISAPPOINTED!!! i thought that this month service points is around 100 and above..but...huhuhu!!!huaaa!!! really piss me off!! my goodness!!! the promotion that we have during fasting month seems like USELESS!! ishk!! NO USED!! NO USED!! NO USED!!
hm..okay..stop..take a deep breathhh..this month i can see in our reservation forecast that we have a lot of group that will be c/in.. but most of the group is under goverment..hm..i think you guys know what will happen when group under goverment c/in?? DEMAND FOR THE CHEP ROOM RATES!!!!!!!! FU#&!!! and also asking for this thing..that thing..DAMNED!!! but have to follow because they will paid us ba..huhu!!
STOP COMPLAINING GENE...