Saturday, September 13, 2008

let's break the rules..!!!

i can't help my self anymore..i have to let it out even it sounds stupid..i don't know what im doing actually..even i know the CONSEQUENCE will turn out be the WORST..but i don't care..until when i have to keep my feeling from that person..every time i look at his picture..man!! he really make my day..I DON'T WANT TO BE THE SHY GIRL ANYMORE..

well, stan..i have to tell u the truth..i knoe it's SOUND STUPID..and it might EFFECT OUR FRIENDSHIP..but as i said early on..until when i have to keep my feeling from u..i knoe im NOT SUPPOSED TO FEEL this way..am i was the ONLY ONE to fall? i don't know..and i CAN'T READ PEOPLE'S MIND..well, to WALK WITHIN THE LINE will make NO DIFFERENT..and i knoe that i've been not to the extreme..try to look at me and really see my heart..so go and think about whatever you need to think about,go on dream about whatever you need to dream about,and come back to me when you know how you feel..

i know it sound stupid..really stupid..well,SOMETIMES LOVE MAKES US ALL SOUND STUPID..i have to admit that..well, it is a PRECIOUS GIVE FROM GOD..and im BLESS that IM CAPABLE to LOVE OTHER PERSON..all life represents a RISK and the more lovingly we live our lives,the MORE RISK WE TAKE..and the trouble is, if you DON'T ASK ANYTHING,you RISK EVEN MORE..and i'm tired of being all alone and this solitary moment makes want to come back home..remember this, COURAGE IS NOT THE LACK OF FEAR..IT IS ACTING IN SPITE OF IT..

well, i think thats all..at last,i did it..feel so relief..RELIEF..and I DON'T WANT TO BE THE SHY GIRL ANYMORE..but not in the bad way..hehe..

->mieow..i did it.. ;)

4 comments:

livnrae said...

:) Sometimes it's good to let go things bother you rather than just keeping it inside. Cause it's not good when it rots.

geneve said...

yeah..its true..it's not good to kept it long..better to let it out before its too late..man!!just cant imagine that i will do this thing..

StaindLee said...

whoah!! ok..this post really caught me by suprise.. i'm not sure whether its just a prank or not, if it yes, you got me..

well, if its on the other hand... i'm trying not to make anything bad here nor do i want to run away from answering it.. i'm really thankful and blessed because of your feelings towards me and i really appreciate it.. as much as i appreciate your feeling the same way is my appreciation towards our friendship.. so, in a simple term, for the time being, i'm really not into any kind of close relationship.. i don't mean to be rude or bad, if i am, well, i'm sorry.. but the thing is, my heart is not yet ready for any serious commitment to other people..

its okay to express your feelings and i accept your confession with an open heart.. i know that it took you a lot of courage to take such action and you thought me that it way much better to confess what inside this tiny heart of ours rather than to keep it rotten inside.. even me still seeking for such courage to do the same esp when it involves the heart matters...

i believe that there's someone out there who deserve you way much better than i do.. and its just the matter of time for that right person to come.. i'm sorry if i'm being bad with my reply here coz i'm not good with words..

i hope things will stay the same after this and we have no hard feelings towards each other aite.. i hope that you'll find your soulmate and so do i to find the strength to open this heart of mine to love..

God bless you...

geneve said...

well, NO HARD FEELING from my side..hehe..as long as u noe it alreday..feel so relief that u answer me back..i've learn how to take things in positive way..and im still learning..and im glad that all this thing happen..and it make my heart stronger.stronger than ever..i think..hehe..
i thank u that u except my confession wif open heart..takes me a lot of courage for me to write this thing..and at last i did it..i noe that it's sound silly!!but the point is, u knoe already..
we still be friends rite?
find my soulmate???hahaha...belum lagi kot!!!