ALL MIX UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I don’t know how to let it out. I don’t know what I am thinking right now. All mix up. All mix up. Part of me says just let it go. But another part of me says just go on. And I am standing between the lines. Don’t know which one to follow. All mix up. And for sure I really hate this feeling. Sometimes I think why we human have this all kind of feeling? Why we have to have this feeling? The feeling that we our self don’t know how to control it. Yes, control.

The main point is CONTROL. It’s up to our self how we control our feelings. Feelings toward the thing that we like to see. Feelings towards the person that we really like. Yeah, some of you might say that it’s easy to control it. But if come to certain stages, trust me... It’s really hard to control it. Even you your self don’t know what to do. Like me right now. Still don’t know what to do and still can’t figure out what is happening actually. All mix up. I’m trapped in the situation that I my self don’t know how to handle. WHAT A SHIT!!!! Why it has to be like this??? Why???

But for sure, I cannot complain. All this feeling are created by our GOD…